Wanted: a good friend

Now don't let this title fool you, I have a couple of good friends. But they are all far away. And my one friend, who is far away, but it never felt far when we talked on the phone, I feel like I have lost. I don't handle change very well, I know this about me. I especially can't cope when the core being of someone I thought I knew so well, changes and I can't relate anymore. I know this is all very vague, and I apologize. I am just trying not to be too specific in case she happens to read this blog (which I doubt) as I don't want to hurt her feelings. Anyway, one thing I have figured out about me, is that I search out friendships like most people hunt for a mate. Maybe I am being too picky. But is it too much to ask to have a friend that lives relatively close by, believes in the same God I do, is close to my age and doesn't party like a teenager?? I am not saying that they have to be perfect, I certainly am not. I have been going to the same church for almost 7 years now and I am not close friends with anyone there...how sad is that!? People have told me that I come across as stuck up, but I am just quiet at first until you get to know me, then watch out!! LOL. Maybe I am just feeling lonely and bored because Mike is sacked out on the couch, and I have to work the next 2 days. I miss the girls on my old floor...it was crappy work, but it was a great atmosphere. So here I sit, blogging about my lack of close friendships and adding friends like crazy on Myspace and Facebook....*sigh*...how sad am I?